A bad influence A crazy person She changed and everything broke down Mind of torture Heart; shattered Body; beaten Life; she wanted to end Who was she; That let herself in And the one she trusted, was the one deep within The one she trusted The one she met Is the one who stabbed her in the back I opened my heart She tore it right out I opened my strength She gave me weakness I opened my happiness She gave me depression I opened my calmness She gave me anger and anxiety I opened my dreams She gave me nightmares I showed my eyes She scratched them out I showed my ears She plugged them up I showed my throat She made me hyperventilate I showed my body She made me become violent I showed my skin She gave me a knife My eyes saw only darkness My ears heard only lies My throat was always strangled My body was never fine The darkness lead to fear The lies lead to being gullible The strangulation kept me silent My broken body was enabled What do you do when your friend turns on you And what if your friend was your mind And that noone knew