This day was too quick Too quick for my tears to finish "Lets go see your mother," He said to me I wasnt stupid Pretended i was fine, my quiet voice responded "ok" I knew this was the last day I knew this was the last night My heart beating, I was afraid. My blood boiling, I was nervous. Alive, there she was But so broken So fragile So fair And then i saw her weakness There was so little time A blank page i had to write, There were no words to express the feeling within me I kissed her softly She who was only able to see She who had limited amounts of breathing She who was unable to speak My voice entered her What do you say to a dying heart? What do you say to a damaged soul? What do you do when you have to ****** strength or miracle to give? I just wanted to feel her pain Because my pain was too little Her suffering forced our eyes to stay open; Wishing God would change his plan Doctor arrived; So what does this mean? And then suddenly everyone but me was in another room I just forced myself in And the news that i got shocked me And the news that i got tortured me And the news that i got already killed me to be partnered with her soul But i needed to be prepared to be strong; Especially for my poor sisters There was no time for tears Time was running out I stayed by her side Forced to watch her suffer with pain; It hurt so bad when she was trying to explain just one word Breathing; She wasnt breathing normally I couldnt take it anymore I knew what was going to happen But i didnt know when Stupid me, I had ran out the door; Screaming Crying Becoming crazy I just wanted to be alone Stupid me, I missed her last goodbye Her last breath was watched by others and not me I missed my beautiful angel's breath leave her body I didnt ****** stay by her side The time should have been frozen And i regret it all ! And then those hurtful words from nonno into the telephone; Telling loved ones, "Shes GONE"