Closed doors are locked behind me Im wanting to escape, But my strength wont get to work Im wanting to go back, But the future wont let me Everytime i breathe, My heart locks Everytime my heart beats, My blood pours out Everytime my blood escapes, I collapse My mind is dead While my body struggles My body fights While my heart tries to keep up My heart stops While my breathing gets weak My strength leaves me Im punching the walls Im scratching the floors Im pulling the doors Im trying to open my mind Im trying to gain strength Im trying to gain courage Im trying to gain trust But i cannot help myself How do i bail out How do i free myself How do i reach the key Its trapped in my mind