I feel empty, Because I use to be full of joy. I feel lost, Because I was never able to lose track of myself. I feel confused, Because I used to be focused. I feel scared, Because I use to be brave, I feel stupid, Because I use to be smart. I feel insecure, Because I use to be able to protect myself. I feel cold, Because I use to give myself warmth. I feel depressed, Because the happiness has left my soul. I feel blind, Because I am now unable to see. I feel deaf, Because I am now unable to hear. I feel mute, Because I am now unable to speak. I feel I cannot breathe, Because I am always gasping for air. I feel unstable, Because now Im always falling. I feel abused, Because the dangerous one is me. I feel that I have lost all control, Because everything has taken over me.