they said we had to read the Diary of Ann Frank,
but there was a movie w/ Shelley Winters; I didn't
bother reading the book, saw the movie & fell in
love w/ Ann, & the whole "In spite of everything,
I still believe that people are really good at heart,"
& thought, if only ****** had met her; he would've
dropped the whole Final Solution thing in favor
of his art & spent his time painting beside the Röhr
w/ this beautiful Jewish Esther-like Princess
writing in her seemingly never ending journal,
making him think of of Geli & Eva & Leni;
Leni not far off shooting roll after roll of vivid
color film, Eva frolicking in swimsuit, the perfect
Miss Third *****; poor Geli, taking her own life
w/ uncle Adolf's gun, so he said, or the last person
he ever killed personally; Rohm & the gay Nazis
dealing w/ Goebbels' relentless publicity machine