the difference between her and I is that she is desperate for you and your attention I wanted to love you I mean really love you, what I thought was space to clear the negative energy was space for you to settle..... I know you don’t crave her she's just willing to do what you want..
well so was I but I know I’m no easy ride
you should have called and let me know that you cared  but instead u honored ya pride that you claimed to put aside.
for 3 months now all I have done is cried
vivid images of you and I as your bride
I’m so ****** up in the head now
cause I still love you I wanted you from the moment you made my heart push any other that dared to compare to the side
you saying those cold words to me it crushed my pride
my love can be so deep I wanted to show you I really tried
it still hurts that every time I see you my body wants to shuts down and I must hide
I’ll never have the courage to tell you how much you hurt me to **** hard to describe
so I’ll leave it here instead of keeping it all inside
**** I wanted to love you ....  but you couldn’t push ya pride to the side...