Why do I keep texting, when I know he’s not going to answer?
My thoughts are telling me to challenge myself and yet my heart isn’t having butterflies.
I never listen to my girlfriends I guess that the reason why,
But could not being myself really be the answer.
                             I like deep conversations
         I like to think we’re becoming friends.
But I guess when he finally blocks me, then I’ll then learn how annoying I am.
      I guess the way that I am, I can’t change that.
         But finding the right guy, he’ll love that.