I want to be in control.

I want to turn the world upside down, when I think about you;
when I think about us.

I want to move the wind.
A raging whirl of emotions that I’ve kept in for far too long.

I want to dance with the fire.
For everyone to see what’s inside.
To just burn up with the anger.

I want to flow with the waves,
Let me  calm the storm I’ve created and ease the tide of fear and shame and anger and everything you make me feel.

I wish I could control the world.
That way I could give you what you deserve.