I'm lying here Chills every time I think of you But these thoughts of you They’re like your hands Pushing down on my chest Down, slowly down into this water
I'm lying here Imagining those fire lit eyes, woah Out of breath, and asking myself ‘Why do I do this?’ Because you weigh heavy Heavy on my chest Down, slowly down into this water
I want to run out of my mind Shed this skin And **** these thoughts I'd love to hate you Because imagining you is embarrassing When will I have had enough?
Am I reasoning with logic? When I tell myself it’s only natural Natural for me to fantasize About a made up time and place Because the reality is: This pressure is real This water is thick And this imagined pain hurts And, still, I come back for more
I'm lying here And I can't erase you out of my memory I'm pushing myself under Under the water Down, slowly down