if I were to try to drown in my sorrows
would you dive deep and be my lifeguard
saving me one last time
from the harsh waves of my insecurities

if I became mute so no one heard my thoughts
would you listen to the words
spoken in my silence

if I died one more time to bury my hurt
would you uncover my grave
and take away my pain

if I fought my fight and finally win this battle
would you celebrate the victory
I have become

if I said I love you for the last time
would you say forever and always
until the day you die
if I were to keep asking these pointless questions
would you continue to leave them unanswered
making me wish if only we had more time