My face always lite up.
You smiled, and I smiled,
making my heart skip a beat.
You were the drug I overdosed on,
The toxic air I breathed.
You became my obsession.
I was determined to
make you mine. Every time I
heard or saw you I nearly fainted.
I was sure it was love. I told
you my secrets, and let down
my walls. Now you leave me shattered,
not good enough to even be a friend.
My heart became a doormate, all you
did was walk all over me, and I willingly
let you. And now that you are gone,
I want you, more than ever. I want what
we had...and more.
You are my depression.
I cannot breathe anymore.
My heart beats faintly.
My .smile has been forgotten.
And my face drowned in tears.
I am a drug addict without my
drugs. I am a rose without thorns,
A book without words, a fire missing
a flame. I am broken. I want to
die, because I still love you.
I feel as if I'm falling apart. I'm
all alone, I feel cold. And I feel the
collapse.