I would like to remember my grandpa,
as a strong man,
a respected man,
one of the only perfect people I've known.
I will be reminded of his presence
every time I pass a field, cattle, a farm, see a barn, eat fresh non pesticide foods,
anytime I need strength draw from to know that I can be a man,
I will know that I have had someone in my life who has literally lived a perfect life at least for as long as I can remember.
I would like to take this moment to stop my bad doings,
in respects for him,
anyone who has an agenda to do illegal things with me please respect me,
and leave me be.
I realize that I may have been at one point an influence to you or possibly the biggest influence but I'm doing this out of respects towards my family and towards myself,
if you can't respect that then you need to get out of my life,
never speak to me,
don't text me,
don't wave to me,
don't say hi to me,
because I do not need that influence anymore.
Those of you who'm I love and respect should be able to understand.
I need some closure, I need some time away from people, I need some time with my family.