I am here alone sitting at the restaurant People are wondering why am i alone If they knew...if they knew that this is my new happiness. I decided to do what I love even if not one follow even if no one understand. While they look at me I am sending back the weird look to those couple with kids. I am pretty sure I am currently looking at them the same way they look at me. And I am wondering : This is what people aim for ? I am sorry I am not in! I want the father of my kids to look at me as the most Beautiful woman in the world because I am the mother of his. I donβt want the guy to stay there because he has to, the guy who stay there and look at the young ******* the other table. Where is the love ? Where is the respect ? Having kids is not the end of a life itβs a beginning of a new one, a powerful one. Being able to raise a kid is seeing someone impress by every little things, learning every single new words, running all over the place and knowing some how what they want. Kids are magic, being two to make one is wonderful begin able to stay passionate, in love and admirative is the goal not the impossible !!