someone once asked me “how will i haunt you when you’re in the arms of others?” and i couldn’t reply as his words were blazed across the crimson landscape of my soul and now i hear those same whispers coming from a place that he could never touch as he faded into nothingness, almost forgotten except for a few words scribbled into the backs of dead trees, an occasional thought, glance, i can now answer him and say, “you won’t”