You know when you said to give you a minute to"Calm Down"?
Well why did you need to?
Like how did it happen?
Was it because you pushed me to the wall,
And it just came tumbling down?
Was it something else?
I don't know.

But i know that i really like you.
But she likes you too.
Now don't just go passing this off as a simple "******* girl drama".
Because I'll just back out.
Cause that's what i do.
Maybe i'll go have some Uganda.
Or do some marvelous jumps.
Or maybe even x?

I want to go to a concert with you,
And lose my breath.
To the bands,
And the people,
And the moonlight.
I want to be able to reach up my head and be able to kiss the stars.
To make you wish,
That you were them.

I want to lose all my clothes and dance naked in the rain,
And in the pain.
Just to feel it loving my skin.
Because I've never felt that before.
My ****** self.
That rush when you know.
That feeling that makes you want to be those stars.
And be all that you want.

That day when she said "I did him"
And I just replied with "haha nice".
Knowing that I didn't mean it.
Knowing that I felt betrayed.
Knowing all the pain that I would dance off with you.
In all that rain...

But where are we anyways?
Now I know that I'm just a piece of ***.
I know that I'm a girl who you'll pass and say "k".
Because that's what YOU do.

Now I'll be able to surrender my clothes,
And dance
In that skin that I was born in.
That skin that loves me.
The skin that God loves.
And the rain loves.
And all the people who I get to call "lover" without it being a problem, love.

It's a problem.
But I'm not the problem.
You are.
And I'm sorry.
But also,
Thank you.