I’m just an 18 year old girl
Everything’s just hormones
It’s just my time of the month
I’m just being dramatic
It’s just a phase
I’ll just get over it
So I have to pretend
Pretend I wasn’t up crying all night
Pretend I wasn’t wishing I was dead
Put some concealer on, hide the bags under my eyes
Put some mascara on, hide my swollen eyelids
Put some lipstick on, hide my chapped lips
Put on some long sleeves, hide my scars
Put on baggy clothes, hide my protruding bones
Put on a smile, hide my sadness
Take it all off, hide my existence