Going backward to go forward Finding my true identity The hidden core That represents my reality Overgrown with twists and turns Carrying me in wrong directions Swimming upstream Pummeled by the surf Battered by rapids Working on goals That seemed long forgotten But only frozen by cryogenics Waiting in the wings Hoping to be rediscovered Looking in the mirror To another dimension Past the vortex That remains transitory Fleeting moments pointing the way To look backward And go forward