Pay to go sit down and tell someone my problems
So they can help me figure out
What to do with my life.
When the hell did **** ever get this bad, this rough, this ******?
I never wanted any of the pain I endured and or inflicted.
How, how can I possibly say I love you and knowingly do and say **** to hurt and destroy you spiritually, emotionally,  physically, mentally.
What the fauq kind of mom raises duality of hateful love
Despising your beginnings once finding out what the origin was about.
Only once in your version and who talks first I suppose win the prize of saying far too much.
Afraid of a tarnishing of my own causing
Hurting the eneme caused from within.
Figure out what YOU need and want.
I can't and won't be both.
I AM ONLY ONE HUMAN
ONE PERSON,ONE WOMAN
ONE DAUGHTER WITH DAUGHTERZ
ONE MOTHER THREE JOURNEYZ...
Walk with me, not behind
Anything or Anyone...