Sorry it has been awhile since I’ve wrote last Life’s has been so cruel lately Constantly tripping me up into to its own chaos I’ve been fighting through each day Im not living them anymore Hope is the key to unlock these mental chains But I haven’t found a reason to rise back on life’s surface To take a breath above the violent waters I keep sinking farther into the abyss thinking if I keep getting thrown around by the current eventually someone will see they will bring me back to life, give my world colour again, help my brittle bones and little voice to become invincible. no ones coming I will have to swim myself out of these waters