do you know what it's like, standing on the edge of a cliff screaming at the top of your lungs but nobody seems to be around to hear you or respond, because even your own echo ran off with your shadow just last week, and you're patting tissue to your face, crying leave me alone! but there's no one here and all those ratty voices tearing apart your eardrums, peeling off your kneecaps, they're in your head.