Reading over 80 pages you wrote
that only you'd seen before me
I love that you trust me
Your arm around me in the dark
when I cry after the movie
I'll only let you go if I can't help it
I don't know if I can
Time does that
You had fake conversations with me
imitating my voice
and I laughed
But I'm scared that
now that the distance between us is restored
those fake conversations you made up as a joke
will be all that's left

And the goodbye
was just one of those moments
where I wish I was more proficient in the English language
so I could say what I felt.