Fingers sinking the foaming blue,
Was not the final glimpse of you
Staring eternal, darkness consume
Making sense yet not immune

Sleepless, watched the gaping dawn
I knew this feeling yet unknown
Turned all to ever nothingness
Thoughts descend to meaningless

Under the shade of comfort bliss
Yesterday and the days amiss
Your colors shone, blinding sweetly
Like early falling blossomed cherry

Lingered essence slowly fading
Into the wind while slowly piercing
My veins with poison truth, I’m weary
Your breath my prisoned sanctuary

The bleeding image wounded me
While seeping through my sanity
Silhouettes now and then interval
Of pristine you my dream eternal

Final struggle, gasp for air
Trembling fingers run your hair
I reached for you, unreachable
I searched for you, invisible

I tried dearly for death instead
But tears have drowned you in my head
Or so it seemed this very moment
A smile amidst the sweetest torment