it is the pain when you heart but it pains when i am bleeding too don't look at me like that as if you are measuring my pain too. you analyze my scream if it had a touch of cry oh god you have gone all through this so your eyes are dry. yes you are judgmental between mercy and truth you gave what you receive and that is your truth. i wish i was not searching for love in a heart gone through it where is that waiting if you have read last page of it. you can change everything but not your experience yet i will never forget that face.