am i falling out of love with you?
or has my mind simply twisted you into the man i’ve  never met in the vacancy of my own emotion
have a conjured an enemy, baby?
or am i falling out of love with you?
cosmo thinks i am
it tells me of all the lovers i could have had but strangely i do not want them, so,
why?
why do i feel like i lost you long ago
is it that maybe i never lost you
no, i never lost you,
i lost the version of myself that loved you in a pile of ash from all of my dreams that i have let crash and burn
i lost myself to my own demise
i lost myself to my own misstep and i lost my vision, baby
i can’t see you anymore