When the space no longer holds any source of joyful balm by the virtue of parley or the spread of beauty’s hand one or the other may dispense the sorrow felt on most days if only this were the truth when the margins become despair
sounds recede as if on cue pulling back to other fools that have need of the voice to command the waking joke so many plans to talk about important matters made of ash waiting for the winds of time to disrupt babble’s tongue
the colors fade bright to gray the sliding spectrum denying bliss tumbling towards nothing more than the pit consuming all no light escapes depression’s place reducing life to shadowy plains no longer are the living seen when dead are viewed with jealousy
now deaf and dumb without recourse this void denies what most have even though I seem to stand in the presence of other men there I’ll exist for a time until the margins take my life claiming what beauty owned before the space no longer held.
The poem “Deaf and Dumb” was inspired by a social media posting. I shared that “My world is shrinking again. This is never a good sign.” This garnered a compassionate response that I had not seen before, even in comparison to talking about taking a one-way trip into traffic. Not to put a damper on the kind thoughts, the poem considers the full breadth of my musings about space.