In detachment phase watched the world spill away
Saw objects just as they were
Love didn't hold it fell apart
Was lighter with heavy load empty heart
It was all matter but nothing did
Though hollow in a shell
Couldn't call out or yell
No point to that
Spent days alone shut others away
Knowing can never make anyone stay
I gave my self to the day
I felt no more than a speck on the floor
Thought it was all gone
Dried out
Kept going even with the doubt
Then the fear in my mind
Then the looking back to what was left behind
Hope and faith saving grace even when faith felt lost
I know everything can go but I know love can come back strong