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Lyra Brown
Poems
Nov 2012
the worst kind of loss
tastes like black liquorice
smells like skunk
and looks like blood
it wakes you up in the middle of the night screaming
“i miss you”
it tears apart your heart and leaves its carcass in the middle of an open field
for the wolves and vultures to fight over
it’s the kind of loss that tricks you into thinking
you haven’t lost the person yet,
because they are in fact, still here
in the flesh, in plain view
it makes your memory lazy when you think
“maybe this time will be different”
so you go back when they call
when they say jump and you say “how high?”
and they love you and call you baby
baby baby baby baby
then you taste the liquorice
and smell the skunk
and see the blood
and you know, it was all a lie because
that person you love so much, really
isn’t here at all
it’s the worst kind of loss there is
when the heart betrays the mind and convinces you
maybe this time, it will be different.
maybe maybe maybe maybe
but then there’s always the ***** the boyfriend the party
that was long there before you ever came along
and it will always be there
always in the background of this person’s mind when they come running back
claiming that they’re lonely
sometimes you wonder if it would be easier
if the person was actually dead
then you shrug because
you already know how that feels, but
maybe maybe maybe maybe it would feel
a lot better than this and so
you keep loving this person, because
love is what you know and you can’t stop but
even love doesn’t cure a loss,
especially a loss like this.
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Lyra Brown
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