Her heart swelled, gut wrenched
A splitting head ache took over her worried mind,
Eyes burning with unshed tears,
It was happening again,
The same feeling she felt,
Like getting lost alone in a desert,
Or stuck alone anywhere,
Alone but among strangers,
All because she felt over-looked,
Again, for the hundredth time this month,
By friends, family and even strangers.

Her hands shivered,
Legs wobbled, Knees almost giving out,
As she carefully walked out,
Away from the celebrations and cheers,
The same that felt utterly lonely,
The one that felt panicky,
She was lost, On her way to recovery,
She got lost again in the darkness, the jealousies,
The feeling of being forgotten, drew her away from
All the brights in her life, straight into the black,
She strayed from the dream to live peacefully.