Its what i've been dreaming of
The city lights and endless roads
Air of freedom and talks of self worth
For a moment there, was all good
A good start , every step of my foot

And comes a moment when i'm all alone
When all is said and done
Somwhere in a balcony, a street or my room
A vast vacant sea of emotions come flooding
The silence aroumd almost deafening
The ego inside of me stopping the tears
The little girl inside of me with all her fears .

I thought maybe the never sleeping city
The noise and chaos would keep me busy
But the world can only do as much for you
As far as you drown in illusions without a clue

I miss the life i left behind
Even if most of it was pain
Even if closure was from my end
The friends i thought were for life
The plans i had i thought were for real

How does life get out of control?
Is it u miss the signs of downfall
Or do you have no say at all?
The questions go unanswered
The listeners too go unbothered
Relationships all strewn around
Messed up and burnt to the ground
And i miss him too who never stayed
I blame him too who made me stray
..... but life will go on