There is more to me than this made up story you've written, explaining my trauma and who really was at fault. There is more to me than this role you've created for me, as your lifelong therapist and the one who validates you and all of those feelings. There is more to me than that little girl who spent her entire childhood taking care of your heart and making sure that rope was tied to your waist, every time you fell down that black hole you loved more than any of us.