time rolling through abandoned station fallen to disuse oaken benches falling into dust settling into crouching repose where once held rows of bodies gathered on their way to somewhere else bright eyed from travel's promise other rooms other smiles other embraces i remember midnight station February winds on bare legs seven years old and never travelled far not with stranger named mother not since babyhood abandoned in the crying crib lonely crib bars of shiny steel stranger now grandfather lies cold unmoving once warm cheek hard and cold and waxy no smiles for me or anyone lying still and formal in a room of legs and shoes she slipped me out and to the station wearing my funeral best my pretty shiny shoes my lovely curls a stranger stole me fast away from life and love and princesshood to hot and livid hell among other strangers made me a writer in self defence i forgive you you gave me New Orleans as you gave me life and took away the other one Sky