you're the first that I thought of when I woke up evey morning of every day
kept your messages for the longest just to reminisce when the longing came when I expected the least
got so many things to remind me of you from the simplest to the grandest
everyday I'm left to wonder if you're okay or if you're not
if only we're living in the same part of the globe with no timezones to cope
I wish I can let it show how much I worry and how much I care
I'm not the one that you chose but you're not the one that I wanna lose and I'm selfish enough to want you close
Amanda, one who I've known for not that long, yet she hold a place in my heart. She got me thinking of her at the oddest hour of the day. She's wary of her flaws, sometimes I just wish that she could see how perfect she was underneath it all. Her insecurity got her questioning her worth. And so i wrote this, with her in mind.