Kendra is a star student and athlete She is fifteen,brown, tall and has long hair Every guy wants to beat But she would never share One party one night one guy She let him fix her drink He knew how to lie Slipped her a xan I think Nows she is in the sunken place Numb to his force Tears roll down her face As he begins ******* He gets up his evil deed done She lays there hoping to forget Weeks past she told no one Her stomach the threat Then she took the test positive as she feared Her mind unclear About what to do from here She is Christian so the answer is simple Be a kid with a kid thatβs not hard But soon she will pop like a pimple Can she live with being scarred The thought never crossed her mind Unless death was the case Could she really decline A offer from a holy place What would mom say What about my pastor This is the only way To make it go away faster Is she selfish for wanting better For righting his wrong She cries in her dads sweater Alone and confused how long Til the heartbeat comes And the shape grows Then you see thumbs No it has to be done she knows She takes four buses on a cold Saturday Walks in the door to horror Smell of decay and saddens weigh Girls crying as the attendant ignores her Eyes full of hate and dismay Realizing three signatures signs a life away She walks to the back feet so heavy Now on the table the moment see feared Face to face her tears burst like a levy A blueberry a appeared Every fiber telling her to go To take the risk and figure it out Two doctors walk in and she sets her eyes low the pain makes her shout One hour passes before she leaves Her mind empty like her soul She greaves but still believes See after everything she was still whole In the end her choice saved and ended life Not out of hate but through faith She could live with strife Because it was her wraith Her body was hers again And one day when she chooses Her mate and has that special date Where the view is Full of joy her love will circulate To see her choice cultivate