You don't know.
I never told you.
I'm sorry..
But I know that's not enough...
So hear my side.

I never wanted him.
I had no choice.
Not really.
He forced what I didn't want.
I couldn't escape.
He had me pinned.
He played twisted mind-games.
My mother forced me to hang out with him.
How could I tell her what happened?
How could I tell anyone?

I found the strength.
I said no.
He got mad.
He made me look like a *****.
He made himself seem innocent.

He broke your heart.
He convinced you to leave.
He turned almost everyone against me.

You need to understand.
He's the one that ruined everything.
I love you and I never wanted you to get hurt.
He's a monster.
I deserved what he did to me.
Had it coming.
You did nothing to deserve that.
I'm sorry for what he did to you.
That monster wanted revenge on me.
It's reason?
Don't know.
But it had no right to go after you.
I'm sorry I didn't protect you.
I'm sorry I lost you.
I'm sorry I didn't tell you.
I'm sorry.
I know it's not enough,
But my apologies are sincere
And if I could fix everything
Go back and change it
I would in a heartbeat.
I promise.