You love me
I love you
You need me
I need you
You see me
I see you
But you are unfree and
Trying to make me...
I am free of people and free of you
Keep closed off spaces with you
I have walls to keep out things that crawl
I have weapons to protect my heaven...
You love me
And yes, yes I love you
But we do not see each other
The way we use too...
You are different and I am different too...
I found some of me...
And keeping none of you
I left some of me, and
Lost many too...
So love me now, like you loved me then...
Hate me too!
I am not fighting for a win...
I am placing time in Gods hands.
For he has been my friend!
He loves me now, then and even when...
I was wrong, stupid and far away from him.