You were an invader Disguised as my forever Now you are gone but still invading me My happiness My alone time My Sleep Stop reminding me of wasted time when i try to close my eyes and sleep you away Stop filling the pit of my stomach with pain because i cant stop missing you when i am full of lonely How can i have room for food Stop watering my eyes when i just want to laugh again Stop making me push away my friends when i know i need them You left me physically but emotionally and mentally You are still invading me I need you to stay away from me You invader