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Feb 2019
"Deep Down Under"
My mind has gone crazy
My eyes have started to wildly wonder
I can feel something deep down under

I feel the wind in my heart blowing like a summer storm for love
I feel my brain churning, hoping i can be good enough
I can feel something deep down under

Never before have i been great
But i still do more than it takes
Never backing down, just always raising the stakes

I feel alone inside like the origin of the night
Everyone hates so i sometimes cry
but i always say im alright
Im running out of time but my smile says im fine
My mind is slowly killing me even though i have already tried 3 times
I can still feel something deep down under

As i search for it so deep, the feeling gets stronger
It is unexplainable but i know it will never slumber
My body is trembling and the fire in my heart is slowly kindling and getting colder
I can see what is deep down under

It is a monster, it hurts, it is the center of solitude
I know what it is and kindness is its camouflage
A smile is given so others will not see and the people with this are the one's that give the most but are in the most need

Depression is what it is, but there is so much more to what that word actually means
But i will not be afraid for i will be me
I am always fighting what is deep down under.
I hope you enjoy, thank you for reading please follow because there are more to come. Have an amazing day - Talor Fulfer ( watching-rain )
Talor Fulfer
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Talor Fulfer  18/M/Tennessee
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