as ever, the past few days in this unbearable
heat -
              with my bedroom facing
   the sunrise...

                            only two days ago i can
out into the shady part of my garden
and laid naked with only boxing shorts
to cover the excesses of my body shape

on the cold grass...

                strapped 20 sheets of A4 paper
to my window, to somehow "think"
it was the solution of insulating the passing
of sun through the glass: amplifying it

against the blinds,
   and creating a furnace of a living space...

this sort of heat, and a european?
   not good...

                     a day ago i had to ease
the fatigue by feeding myself something more
piquant...
    so i warmed a scissor's arms with
   a a cigarette lighter,
    and pressed it onto my arm...

                              just to fuse a higher category
of "pain" from this ****** heatwave
currently stripping england of its sanity,
including my own...

      and not content with dropping
a naproxen -
                         having drank half a litre
of whiskey by high noon...
     punched myself in the face,
   woke up
                    after a good 14 and a half's
hour of sleep
       having not slept for the previous
day for no more than an hour...

    and to think:
               a really decent punch on the face
can be better than any chemical
alternative...

    mind you...
                   you can't really do this to
a laphroaig...
    but bell's?
                  oh god, it's not worth
the money if it's not worth slicing through
and balancing the smokey palette
       of the whiskey: with lemon juice...

and                 styxhexenhammer666
                was right...
     you really need to forget web browsers
like goodle chrome, firefox etc.,
  and, if you want to continue listening
to youtube,
      you need the pale moon web browser...
    (www).palemoon.org -

      frankly, i only just recently observed
the worst changes on the page...
     channel 4 news recommendations
while i was listening to music on the page?
only about a year ago,
   music videos were lined up
with more music recommendations,
of more obscure bands of a similar genre...

but then it stopped!
    mainstream media started infiltrating
music video recommendations...

albeit you need a windows comp.,
        or a linux...

     yes to bell's with adding lemon,
                      but no to laphroaig.