They pull farther and farther away because when you talk to them they dont talk back. They creep into their gossip and push you away. You avoid them You ignore them but you cant ignore the feeling of being ignored the feeling that you dont belong the feeling that you cant do anything you always remember that you have the true friends you dont have to try to prove yourself or do things you dont want to do you can just be you not trying to be someone who stands so i got my friends and we face being ignored together but it does not hurt anymore because we are together.