When he moved into the new apartment,
he chose not to open the boxes right away.
Thrilled as he was to find new spots
for old things, he waited until it rained
to see if there would be any leaks on walls.
He waited, and waited, but the rain never came.
Without anything to touch, to play with, to arrange,
he spends days sitting on the wooden chair, the one
caked with paint drips. There, he ponders about the new place,
about when rain would finally come, and he imagines it
sounding like fingers tapping a hollow instrument, or perhaps
pat pat patting like a rabbit hopping toward shelter.
It comes one evening as he sleeps. Droplets
bulleting the tin roof. He does not wake.
In his dream, two men come rushing inside his home:
one slides a gun down his throat. He asks what they want.
The gun-wielding man doesn’t answer. He looks squarely
at him, on his knees nearly choking. The other man
is hauling all his boxes out of the new apartment, leaving
only the dusty outlines where they sat unmoved for months.
Finally, the man slides the gun out his mouth, shakes the spit
off the neck. I’m just new, why me? He asks.
Don’t ask me, I’m just a robber, the man says.
He takes off, slamming the door so hard the hinge breaks.
When he wakes, the rain has stopped. Still in the interim
between dream and real life, he checks if the boxes are still there.
They are. The windowsill is damp.
Outside, under the dim porch light,
he finds tiny puddles on the soles of his sandals.
He strolls lightly before the iron gate, and around him
the faint glow of light from neighboring windows,
the muffled voices of people on TV,
The rare wind who can’t decide
whether to whistle or chime.
Inside, he opens his boxes and fishes out
every hidden thing.
There is a place for each, and while there is something
to be afraid of, it’s not nightmares about thieves.
I deliberately made the pronouns in the robbery passage confusing because I wanted to show they are all thieves.