I still don't know what's right, I thought things would change now. I thought you'd be my light.
To guide me through my days, to hold me tight..
To fight all my battles, standing by my side.
You don't seem interested now.. I don't think you ever did in the first place. So where does that leave me my love.. holding onto something I've misplaced. I love you. More than what you need to know, because I can already see it in your eyes.. you're already to go. To drift away to another time, another place, to someone else ... A different face.
What can I do now? What can I say? I thought you were the 'one' .. and obviously that's not the case so please don't fake. Don't pretend to love me. Don't pretend to care. I can't stand being lied to and I can't handle being unaware... Unaware of how you feel, what you think, what you do.. when you go back home. What am I to do? Distance will drag us apart.. the miles will come between us, we will end up hating each other.. blurring into memories, being played as re runs.. through my mind over and over, I will try to fit it together. What went wrong, and if I could have done anything better and if we wasted all the time we spent together.
Honey, you need to tell me what to do. Because I honestly don't think I could go on, without you.