I’m going mining today
I’m digging in that place between
My pain
And
My grave
My hands are covered in it
The dirt and the shit
Of a lifetime
Of the lifetimes before me
So far back no one knows their names
I’m searching for treasure
It has to be here somewhere
But so far
It’s just the dirt
The dirt
And
The shit
I’ve dug so deep
I can’t crawl back out
I can’t forget about it
I can’t let it go
It’s death
Or
Treasure
One of them is definitely down here
It’s as simple as that
And so…
I’m going mining today
Like I did yesterday
And the day before… and for everyday I can remember
I’ll dig and dig
Until memory of me fades
And my dreams fall from the sky
Past the stories that promised happiness
Beyond the eyes that captured my heart
Away from the lights of the shore… Into the oily blackness I’ll swim
That place no one wants to follow me to
That place everyone tells me doesn’t exist
I’ll dig
Long enough
Hard enough
With everything I have
And…
When I arrive
I’ll send you a card
I’ll invite you to mine
Follow the tears, the blood, and the sweat
Look for the light of my soul
“That was the treasure!” I’ll declare
“Now let’s find yours”
I’m going mining today
You don’t have to… you can stay
I’m already covered in it…
The dirt
The shit.