I know my mind has pushed
My heart pulls.
My mind wonders what I really want
my heart just wants
Afraid to let anyone in
just so I'll forget
I sleep the best with you there
I wake in a cold sweat
I keep my eyes open wide
Your face is tattooed to the back of the lids
My mind wanders to thoughts of nothing
while my heart scream out your name
You are my secret.
No one wants it
No one expects it.
My mind pushes for the burial.
My heart continues to dig.