i write about leaving and forgetting and finally breathing at least; but go ahead and call my poetry a liar they were just hopeless attempt to dug you out of my skin anyway skip several months later and now it’s been a year and we don’t even say hi now i missed your birthday by weeks and i wish i could turn back the time but i couldn’t last year i was so unsure but at least i was so in love with you i wish i could go back to those months when i thought you loved me too but i couldn’t but i couldn’t