Starting to be afraid of what I feel Ignorance taking control of my life Trusting so quickly, what the hell's my deal Setting myself up for much pain and strife
God, I must watch my step, I'll fall too fast I don't want to feel that sorrow, that pain Can't get hurt again, I'm healed now at last Can't make the same mistake over again
The world is dark, how could this love be real In case it isn't I must watch my back I hope it is true, this love that I feel Why would it be, all else in life is black
Please dear God, don't let me hurt myself twice Can't take it again, please help me alright
I wrote this some odd years ago. Turns out I was right. Also at a time where as you can see I was a bit religious. Not so much the case anymore. Spiritual not religious.