Is this real?

I can’t decide which is better
Needing you
Or wanting you
You make me loose my breath
At the thought of you
I’m strong
independent
And I know that
But when it comes to you
You make my heart softer
I can’t recognize the steel walls
That I once forged to surround
guard and protect me
When I’m with you I don’t want to leave your embrace
Dare I say I’m madly in love with you?
In love in a way I’ve never thought possible
It scares me to the point I don’t believe it’s true
want to run away
But you pull me into your arms and kiss me like I’ve never been before
You make love to me like I’ve never known before
With one glace you make my knees Trimble and my heart skip multiple beats
I find myself sometimes unintentionally holding my breath
Wanting time to stop
I feel like you’re my home
You have my heart in you hands and I don’t want anyone else to keep it
I find myself pleading to the universe
If this isn’t real, don’t let it go on
Wake me from this dream
Save me from this over abundance of intense desire I’ve never encountered previously
What are your intentions?