emotions bottled up in the *** i can’t release
for a boy before has already left his unwanted mark on me
i am scarred once more
what is the universe waiting for?
i have gone through so ******* much
i’m even tired of all these quick *****
i need someone i can truly love
but i have not had any luck
my insecurities are getting to me
is it my way of being?
trying my hardest to be kind and gentle
instead i come off strong or just plain mental
but **** it it’s who i am
and even though i have the personality of a trash can
i’m better off alone
because no one else knows
how much i have had to suffer on my own
calling the walls in my mind
my only home