Some days I feel as desolate As a martian landscape And my mind becomes A large island Which harbors thoughts That ignite a tsunami of emotions Against which my resistance turns weak And I most definitely sink In those days I contemplate the futility of my existence And wish to fade away With the following sunset Cause my attempts to think optimistically Makes me feel like a lunatic Who's in a persistent state of denial About a bitter and sad reality Which renders a sense of calm and comfort On days Other than these