One day, it was of one so bland
No note I took that was so grand
A lazy moment, I looked upon
Some random words, soon to be gone

Without thought I answered thee
And never thought that I would be
Captured by prose that came from you
I doubt, I knew you were not true

Yet with what you gave in return
A spark for what has yet to burn
Drawn like a moth upon a flame
In time lost focus within your game

And allowed your scrutiny
The secret buried deep in me
With test and trial you rose above
Yet with resistance I would not love

For feeling was not what I knew
And I could not allow from you
To gain the power and take from me
What held me up above the sea

Of misery, I have only known
No love, no joy, what has not grown
Yet with each word that came from you
The crack upon my wall broke through

The rush, emotion within a flash
That wondrous moment soon came a crash
Into my soul and shaken me
Stripped from my armor and set me free

With wonder I have walked anew
This path, in hand I take with you
But wait, this cannot be real
My heart, my soul, this love I feel

Each day, I wake hope to believe
That we’ve made stronger this wondrous weave
From chaos, turmoil to spirit free
Someone I thought I’d never be
Today I look back to when
And hope to see you once again
Short time has passed yet I do know
God no!!! Let not my doubt to grow!

Perhaps I have been so deceived
Autre persona has no reprieve!
Begone, leave me, I cannot bear
Too long your presence born its wear

Leave me, allow myself retreat
To where I do not claim defeat
This inner world no one I share
Where I am safe, my soul to bare

Forgive me, for I do not trust
What I thought love, perhaps just lust
How I wish that I am wrong
To be with one whom I so long

But fear has always taken hold
Allow me not to be so bold
I fail, I see, I cannot be
The girl I thought was true to me