As I was sitting at the desk my thoughts where ensnared
I thought to my self I wouldn't hang even if dared

That really skipped over my mind
I get laughed at because I'm blind

Just because i can't see the people I'm with
Doesn't mean I don't know who you are

I can hear you for miles about to snicker

That's what drove me closer to the chair
It's just not fair
As my mind fills with sadness and despair

I tie the rope around my head so tight it rips out my hair and it goes everywhere

Thoughts of all the times together keeps me on the edge of the chair

Contemplating if I should jump but i just stare at the floor

Then with every thought considered i push the chair away with my toes

And my body drops like a bag filled with sand
It doesn't land

It's hung from a rope
This all started because I mope
Right before I jumped I wished there was still hope

I was so sad about what they had
If I stuck around I could've been a dad

But now I'm just hanging from a tight rope

Wishing for things i can never have